I know they do. They pretend to fvcking like me but I know that everyone wants nothing to do with me. I see how they react. But I'M the fvcking one who made everyone hate me. I WAS THE ONE who ignored everyone. But I can't go back in time. No one likes me. I know they don't. But it's my fault. MY fault. I'm no good. I'm a toxic fvcking person. I crack jokes pretending like I'm fine. I'm a freaking failure. My parents are going to fvcking kill me. I hate school. report cards are going to be mailed home soon. If I don't freaking get my grades up and actually STUDY I'm going to be dead meat. WHy can't I fvcking kill myself already. No one likes me. I'll never have a girlfriend that protects me and will say everything fine. Because No. One. Likes. Me. They all hate me. This world is complete Sh!t. I hate it. I really do.