Is every anim a cry for help? Is every song a narcissistic feeling for wealth? Mabye u blame it all on them. Mabye everyone I loved was a heartless peice of shit But at the same time when I flip it around it makes more sense Mabye they lived me and I manuplited their feelings Mabye I'm really horrible and deserve this internal beating When someone goes through this, they build up a shell, like a emotional exoskeleton. And at this point I'm afraid to let anybody in