So the judge was a ****ing idiot and allowed her to have unsupervised visitations With me and my younger sister. Thing have gotten progressively worse. She never lets us see our Grandmother, doesn't let me see my cat, or even come to her home. She takes us to public places, and she has multiple cameras in her car and on herself, and it sends my paranoia through the roof. So this time, she asks me weither or not I want to go back to her for the visitation or not. The thing is, as much as I hate her, I can't be mad at for her forever. I mean, she isn't a piece of horse shit all the time. Sometimes, she might even be nice enough to get me a chocolate bar, or let me take a warm shower. So I go with her.

As soon as I get into the car, she starts yelling at me. She starts off with "why don't you just go with your new mom (Im not saying my stepmoms name), you obviously don't love me enough." I ask her why she's asking me this shit, and she replies with "Oh, I just don't feel safe around you, you've already ruined my life and your sister's too. Things are over. Soon enough, the court will take you guys away from me forever.You'll be in a new family." I tell her to stop being melodramatic, and give me an actual reason to be talking this way, and I thank her for finally admitting that she's not actually afraid of my dad, ad afraid of me.

She quickly flips it around saying "I'm not afraid of you, I'm afraid of your father. Now go. I don't want some bastard like you in my family. Be in your new family. I love you." She just treats me and my dad like interchangeable pokemon cards. I literally don't even understand what she even wants. I guess she's trying to make me feel sorry for doing what I did? Idfk, I just had to write this down before I forget this ever happened.

No. I wouldn't, but why the **** does that matter?