I can't take it!! I seriously can't go another day thinking that I'm worthless. I just want it to stop! The schizophrenia...The anxiety...Its too much. I want to..to...I don't know! I don't know what to do! I'm so confused and It's like I'm stuck in my own head!! I don't know why, but my head is full of negative thoughts. Just because a person is taller than me, my mind thinks they can't be my friend!! I'm not ok. Every time I walk in the school and see others with there best friends, it leaves a sick feeling in my stomach. The surprising part about all of this is that EVERYONE of the parents that I live with knew about this. They know what I go through, but they don't do anything. I'm looking at a website call BeyondBlue.org and I definitely got depression. I got a high score in anxiety and depression. I heard my voice today and I was holding my head, BEGGING it to stop. I asked it why It was in my head. I feel so broken...I have social anxiety and major depression. I dont think I can save myself unless I