?? Is it weird to like be so lazy you don't take showers I barely eat I have hella body dysphoria or something... I hate my body and I hate taking care of myself I just genuinely hate life?? I feel like my chest is too small my body is too skinny. I feel like a different person. Whenever I feel confident someone ruins it. SIGH I had to get it out of my system (I've been trying to take care of myself more often