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22.01.2021
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Fox-Wolf
22.01.2021 15:11
LinkOh nuuu
Dear ****ing god, I stayed up late studying for my in class math test, forgot everything, restudied in the morning and I'm still pretty sure I did poorly.
Welp, I am a catastrophic failure. Time to go **** myself.
Thing is, I'm still h=just starting high school and I'm already struggling with math.
Like, I didn't ask to be placed above my own level, but I was anyways.
Like, no, I'm not gifted. I just did above average when I was in like, third grade. Somehow, I still have that label, and I really don't deserve it because really I've been pulling good grades out of my ass. Ha! Just kidding. I cheat on most of my tests because I am not confident enough to even try and do anything myself.
Maybe I'm just overacting, but I'm not the scholar I was before. I can't just put no effort into things and get good grades, just by knowing facts. I never learned how to learn if that makes sense.
Like, I physically can't absorb information anymore and it really sucks. I know that looking at memes, making youtube videos and drawing during class isn't helping my case, but even when I don't I just can't learn shit.
oof hope you feel better-
I'm a freshman-
The high school is giant-
We started going to the actual school two days ago and I'm still completely lost while I'm there-
Everyone else is looking at their schedule on their phone but I don't have one so I'm the only one with my schedule out-
awe maybe just take a deep breath and do something that will calm you down like listen to music take a warm bath draw just do something that will make you feel better
I hate to say same but like- yea... just know, I'm always here for you if you need anything or ever want to talk. I love you and I'm sorry. School is stupid. The shove high ass standards up our ass's and expect to reach those standards. Adults seem to always compair this gen to theirs. Like, things have changed and not all people are the same. People change over time. We have different standards in different things. A lot of he time they don't allow us to put our own personal skills to good use and instead focus on "Over all".
We have different limitations. They rush. Again, if you ever want to talk, I'll listen and I'm sorry about all of this.
also forgot to say but like, we have to meet these expections in order to live. In order to have a job. In order to have a home. to have anything but like yea- okay im done.
Holy-
Wow, I really wasn't expecting all of these supportive comments, but, uh.
**** I LOVE YOU ALL! <3333333
I'm really glad you guys are here to make me feel better, give advice and just sit and share the pain I'm going through. Honestly, your comments kinda made my day!