I dont know anymore.
by:
lightningdoughnut 
555
555
20.10.2020
13 comments
lightningdoughnut[OP]
20.10.2020 00:12
Linkmore vents lol.
I'm just so tired. I don't even know what i'm doing. I'm really trying but all she dose is yell at me. I thought if i worked really hard, everything would work out. But it's not working. Now i'm just tired and forgotten.
Yeah. I'm just trying to do what my parents want. But its never enough. I'll be doing homework for hours and my mom will yell at me for not working on a Saturday. She always gets mad at me. I'm so tired. I dont even know what im working towards. Its just so cold and lonely, i dont think their's a point anymore. I just wanna give up on everything. But im not even allowed to do that. it sucks.
I just dont think anythings worth it. Nothing's worth doing anymore. Nothing's fun. Food doesn't taste good. My irl friends couldn't care less about me. I can't even sleep. I don't know what i'm doing. I cant wait three whole years for my life to actually matter. I'm so tired of working for hours just to get yelled at. I just want to stop.
Idea(s):
If your parents don't want you, and you don't want them, either adoption or foster with another family.
If you don't want to do that, move out early.
If you don't want to do that, run away and live with a close friend.
If you don't have a close friend to run to, make one at school.
If that is not possible, run away and ask someone random to help you.
If not any of those, call the cops, child services, or suicide prevention.
I've been there, there are many options and suicide is not one of them...
