I’m sorry for all of my past behavior and my grandma told me to get a job and a husband, she also wants me to stop being Bi. I’ve also been having suicidal thoughts. I am taking my medicine to stop me from thinking about all that shit. I also told my grandma “ I’m an adult! You have nothing to deal with me anymore! I know I’m still your daughter, but I’m your grown daughter! I just wanna be left alone! Ok? You understand?” And she said “ Why do you like fictional characters instead of real people?!? Do you want this family not to exist?!?” I told her I want this family to live but I wanna love fictional characters! They might become alive in the year 2045! I might be an old lady then, but I don’t care! Guys... what should I do? Love fictionals or real boys?!?