quick summary/ramble: 1. i deeply envy the people who don't experience a disconnect from their humanity and don't feel nonhuman in any way because realizing i dont feel human has been a pretty alienating experience for me and realizing im salad has come with the unfortunate embracing of thoughts that im not happy with at all and would rather not embrace but like i literally dont know how to. undo that lol 2. getting irrationally mad at the fact that arceus is the title you get after completing your pokedex in pokefarm and like a solid 4 hours of just hating arceus and trying and failing to draw me committing violent acts against arceus 3. shit abt leader that im not going to get into lol

gonna see if i can get onto my vore account, not for. Those Reasons but i like the user and i want to use the account for. not vore reasons bc of it. tired of himbocat i want to be saladkinnie