i thought if i told him itd mske evegrthung better but no nope everything just got worse i feel worse the same thingsstill happen

idomt know if ill stil eb alive after todsy i hoope not ? thus . ****ing sucks . and i hate jt .

. i wa t to die and go someher else where i dont comdtsntly getcattached to people and ehere no one and nothing meaies me feel like shit i domt esnt i be her eany more

i never get better no mstter what people say to me or d oto me it never helps why cant i be normal why cant i be a nirmsl person