I'm scared. Of them. But I want the roles to switch. I want them to tremble in fear when they see me.

That one asshole? Sorry, your "request" cannot be fulfilled. ****er. My backpack is too big to be in the seat. Sorry your fatass can barely fit. **** you. Stop mocking me for everything I do for one simple mistake I CANNOT HELP

I want to hide because I'm Fraid if I dont I'll hurt someone. And everyone will just hate me. I dont want hatred. I want fear. I dont want to feel the need to hurt people. I hate it. I hate it so much.

She left she left she left me No She left you She left you, didnt even see you to say goodbye. You are always the one to go up and say goodbye. Not them. So **** them. They hurt you. No matter how close you think they are, how good of a friend they seem, they will ****ing leave you. They always have.

And even when you come back, they reject you! Like her. It was only 2 years. And she changed. For the worse. It was like we were never friends in the first place. That hurts. A lot.

It was like she had stabbed me in the chest. The memories we had have shriveled away now. I remember it, but it's just bitter. Why remember though. I'll just forget everything eventually. Nobody would care. Nobody gives a **** about what I liked or did back then, a month ago, a week ago, even an hour ago.