I don't know about this quarantine. My head hurts and for some reason I can't stop thinking about what I've could've done when I got pushed in school on purpose just for something I didn't do. Yeah I finally taught her a lesson for bullying me by beating her up but I just can't stop thinking about me getting bullied non-stop. Maybe I am a bad person and I just haven't realized it. Maybe I do deserve getting mistreated by other kids. I'm a curse to this world. Maybe I'm the reason my parents are always fighting for dumb reasons. I shouldn't exist