I never tried to cause anyone discomfort I only want to make my loved ones feel happy But I do say things that are disturbing when I don't mean to I've known many violent things for years And I may have caused discomfort to people I know and love So I'm staying away from them They don't feel comfortable around me anymore And I feel sorry for them that they had to put up with my stupid shit It might never get better If they feel uncomfortable with me than it's ****ing over it's hard for me to find new friends that aren't people online A majority of my school ****ing hates me And the only people I felt like I could talk to probably feel uncomfortable with me now