i am making these emojsi bc they comfort me or whatever they r funny and um my friend recently got assigned to a mental hospital bc she um knife self on arm, um

and i forgot to give my mom her moms number so i cant get her call code to call her while shes in the hospital

i rlly miss her so much she told me shed stop trying to hurt herself and she ended up hurting herself more. i honestly think its my fault for pressuring her into not doing it

i forgot to mark this as 18+ for su1c1d3 mentions,,,, uh

i rlly just miss her so much

her boyfriend told me that she just couldn't take it anymore and had a breakdown and hurt herself a lot and i recently made a friend who i noticed had cuts all on their arms and legs and i don't want that to happen to anyone else i know

ive already lost on of my bffs and i wont let it happen again its all my fault for pressuring her i shouldn't have been so clingy i was just super worried i have major separation anxiety so I'm crying in my room, confused, scared, and not knowing what to do while knowing that my friends are hurting themselves

and she gets out monday and i cant wait that long i miss her so fu.cking much its not funny

honestly i cant take it anymore and i might just start harming myself too