Im so sorry for everything that happened you were begining to push me and it started out as a joke im sorry i hung up on you and left you alone im sorry i was such an ass im sorry im sorry Im sorry IM SORRY I AM SO DAMN SORRY

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****ING HELL I AM SO ****ING SORRY I AM SUCH A BED FRIEND AND AN EVEN WORSE COUSIN I AM SO SORRY IM SORRY I MADE YOU FEEL BAD I AM SORRY I POINTED OUT YOURE ANNOYING IM SORRY I HUNG UP ON YOU IM SO DAMN SORRY I DONT WANT O DIRECTLY SAY THIS TO YOU BECAUSE THEN I FEEL LIKE YOU THINK IM JUST FISHING FOR KIND WORDS LIKE 'NO YOURE NTO A BAD PERSON' OR SOMETHING I AM SO ****ING SORRY GODDAMNIT

Hhhhhhh I'm going to go read now. I'm sorry if you had to see this. I just needed to get my feelings out before I had another panic attack.

Yeah, I'm better now. Last night was just.. rough.

Thanks, tho <3

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