I dont want to believe it because then itd come to the realization that my my. Attachements were assholes and hurting me on purpose because.

My latest fp was. Really gentle with me and everything he told me felt genuine but when i told all my friends about thbe eay he snapped at me the last time theyre all telling me its him and not me but i dont want to believe that. Hes not a bad person. Hes not bad

It was my faukt and i provoked him even if i didnt mean to i should have gone to him and talked instead of keeping it to myself becaus it omly angered him and its my fault. This happened

Its my fault it ended this way

I refuse to believe otherwise