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dragonarts
17.09.2019 12:24
LinkSad
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 12:28
Linkyes. i am sad
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 12:29
Linkim depressed actually.
dragonarts
17.09.2019 12:33
LinkI can understand that, the dread of going back to the teachers and their never ending assignments
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 12:42
Linkno thats not it actually. its something else and i almost cried about 3-4 times this morning. wanted to die
dragonarts
17.09.2019 12:45
LinkIf you need support I’m here
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 12:55
Linki do need support. i stayed up late last night. you were there. and i fell asleep. when my mom woke me up she saw my laptop and she was very disappointed in me. i hid in my room for the whole morning and i cried 3 times. i was changing the subject a lot in the car.
dragonarts
17.09.2019 12:58
LinkI know that feeling, I stole a flashlight when I was 5. never have felt more ashamed of myself
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 13:00
Linkim tired of this. i don't want to do this anymore.
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:01
Link... it is your choice. if you decide thats whats best then im not stopping you.
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 13:02
Linkbut this happens every day.
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 13:03
Linkik. i have so much determination to change. i really REALLY want to change but i cant find myself doing so
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:03
LinkI know. and I understand. we all have bad habits but that does not make us bad people.
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 13:03
Linki cant change
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:04
LinkI try to be a better person then I am, but I come off as an asshole to everyone. I want to be nice but my anger gets the best of me.
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:04
Linkand you can change, maybe not now but change is always possible
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:06
LinkI changed, I was able to drag myself out of the rut I thought was inescapable. and now im here, with a great friend at my side who I know that CAN change. if my pathetic ass could do it then you can. you just need support
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 13:07
Linki cant change. i wont let myself im stuck in this loop that i cant get out of.
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:08
Linkthats what I thought for myself, you helped me out of the rut I was stuck in and I can do the same for you. no matter how deep the hole is there is always a rope long enough to pull you out
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 13:10
Linkyou cant. the problem is this app. i have to leave forever. and i dont want o
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:11
Linkyou dont have to completely leave if you really dont want to, just add restrictions that allow you to be productive in other things.
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:12
Linkcertain times you cant be on, and other break times when you dont have anything to work on that you can come here
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:14
Linkthe reason I came back in the first place was because I had found a wonderful friend that believed in me, the only reason I came back was to be here for the person I care for the most on this website. it was you. I hurt when you did. maybe not as much as you did but I HURT for YOU. I believe in you just as much as you believed in me when I tried to run away because of abuse. im here for you.
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 13:20
Linkcrap. im crying in the middle of class
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:24
Linkand im trying not to cry
dragonarts
17.09.2019 13:24
LinkI have pe first period so ill be back at 9:16 st.charles time
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 13:26
Linkim easy to cry. luckly no one seen yet. that whole paragraph hit me hard. everytime i read the last 2 sentences i start to cry
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 13:26
Linkok. bye. and thank you
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 13:31
Linkalso, i do need to get off completely. its like a drug for me. if i have a little bit, im hooked and cant escape it.
dragonarts
17.09.2019 14:13
LinkI know this may sound cheesy but im here because I love you, If you are struggling then I can help you off of here.
dragonarts
17.09.2019 14:13
Linkwe can talk over the phone after school if you want to.
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 14:31
Linkif i can. idk though. parent and grandparents might get hear
dragonarts
17.09.2019 14:32
Linkoh, well if you can I dont have any plans today so feel free to call
3King8[OP]
17.09.2019 14:38
Linkthank you. ill keep that in mind
dragonarts
17.09.2019 14:38
Linknp friend