to whom ever reads my note, if you are reading this, i am dead and i'm happy now. i'm sorry. i have done so much that i could have resisted, i have watched and beaten myself over the years. to my girlfriend, i have loved you for eternity and i still will, just know im watching over you and you will never walk alone. to my best friends, i love you all so much and before i wrote this i read all of our texts , the good and the bad, i went over all our photos and cried and laughed at each. know that i'm always by your sides. to my mother, know this is and never was you fault, i loved you so. you were always there for me to my unborn brother, i'll stand by you, no matter were you are. ill hold you when your'e sad, so please dont ever shed a tear goodnight to all, if you look up i'll be there in the stars and the clouds this is it for me, goodbye

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