so basically uhh some of my friends have heard me complain and complain about someone. i've said "oh I'm gonna cry if ______ doesn't talk to me" as a joke numerous times, but this time i actually am crying. my heart hurts to death and I'm scared about if she broke up with me because it seems like she doesn't bother talking to me and i actually feel like she's forgot about me. I will not say her name (she doesn't have flipanim but I'm still not saying her name wheEze but my friend aKkUmI probably already knows, oh well) i literally complain about my gf a lot and how much I miss her and its like she forgot about my existence (haha athazagoraphobia time??) well, I'm gonna ****ing shut up now because no one's gonna read this, bye.