I had to go to Open House because well I haven't been to the high school for anything but Japanese anime and culture club and this is my first year of high school (I am a freshman now :D) and school starts the day after tomorrow! (I'll also be less active for that reason, they are taking everything but my phone away for the day because apparently they don't trust me to focus on my work and not play all day) and I saw so many people I kne wtehre and I had to meet 2 teachers and I was very nervous and shook their hand loosely and one of them grabbed my hand and said "Shake my hand." and I was AAAAa and then my mom started telling me I had to be more social and I was like "I can't just do that" and she's like "You just don't want to do that" and like no, mom, that isn't how my anxiety works. I can't just make it go away when I don't want it lol mom please I love you but no