I do, but im not in the mood to care rn

Why would you say so, my friend? I care about you, so do your friends, followers and parent, and you know that. Now, i'm sorry that you feel this way but i think we both know that you matter, and you are something special in this world that a lot of people would care about.

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I care

Hello! I understand that you are going through a tough time but it is not professional as an artist to draw such vulgar stuff. If you are really this depressed I suggest you seek professional help instead of venting on a drawing website. This website is meant to express creativity, not negativity. I understand that you are depressed and I am going through a very similar situation but there is no need to vent. and also think about the small children who just want to draw on this game. That would not have been a pleasant sight to see at age5 years old.