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8 comments
Jozlyn202[OP]
26.02.2021 00:50
LinkIm sorry....I should go. I don't deserve to be here, Drown down in the bubbles, Hang high in the sky. Im sorry I should go. It was nice living in this twisted show. So goodbye nice knowing ya-
Jozlyn202[OP]
26.02.2021 00:57
LinkDoes anyone actually care. Or is everyone here just because im nice to the or im in a'Role Play' with them??Or because Im annoying. Im not wanted anywhere. I should disappear. Im not wanted here I just showed up. Im going to leave that up to you to decide. You know a fun gamble. If I win, I die, if you win I stay alive and stay active on here. JUST KIDDING!! Im not going to gamble this one away. Ill decide weather I deserve living today or not. If im gone tomorrow, just announce me dead ^^
Jozlyn202[OP]
26.02.2021 01:03
LinkNo one cares enough to do more than look at this and leave. Well That makes scenes. I get that a lot. If I were to leave how do you think I should go?? Drowning doesn't work for me. I've tried. To be exact 134 times, in the last 6 months. I have no access to a gun either. I do have rope, but no were to hang but a cemetery next door. Can't jump I live in the middle of no were. Bleeding out would leave nothing but stains and bad memories to those who find me...if they try. So what are my options.
Do you think im crazy yet?? Think I deserve to be put in a Mental Ward?? Your probably right. Its all i've been told in my life. So what if i just left. Would you care?? Or would you just say, "What a shame..oh well I have *insert name here*" Would you even miss me?? Probably not. Im not much to miss.
Jozlyn202[OP]
26.02.2021 01:09
LinkDo you guys even see me?? Am I real?? Or am I Imagining my life? I question sometimes. Why else would I be here. Its not like im needed, nor wanted.
Jozlyn202[OP]
26.02.2021 01:12
LinkIf I am real. You guys probably sit there and laugh on the other side of the screen thinking about how pitiful I am. I need help and no one even cares enough to try and help. I go threw helping SO MANY PEOPLE!! And I get this in return. Well...guess thats the wonderful thing about life.
Jozlyn202[OP]
26.02.2021 01:19
LinkIf it will make you more comfterable I will go back to acting like this never happened, and that Im okay, And feelings are just something I think I need. I do this everywhere else to. Mainly at home. But Im sorry if I made anyone uncozy-
No. It's alright to feel like this. Just don't do anything stupid.
To be honest, I get on flipanim, and look forward to seeing your posts, or comments. Your account is one of my daily accounts I check because I love your art, your personality, and just your entire being!
You are amazing and beautiful. I will check on your account tomorrow, as I do daily, and I better see that you're alright, ok? Please, just keep living.