.... i dont even know what to do and i cant stand up for myself or itll come off disrespectful they say that they are trying to push me to my full potiential but it doesn't seem like it do this do that why cant you be like your sister why cant you be like those kid you should act like those teenager of so you want me sleeping around with boys wearing crop tops and booty shorts

ever since jade died there is something ,issing inside me i feel like i am alone all the time even when i am with my friends what is so wrong with me why am i not good enough

i am sorry you guys had to see this but i had to let this out i just need some one to talk to my best friends i cant see btw alexis and fiona i just..... i'm broken inside and it seems like theres no one there for me except alexis and fiona

i am going to my friends house this weekend i am happy to be able to get out for awhile

i know it seems like i hate my parents but i love them ita just they need to realize that i am not them and i am not going to do everthing like them and i am going to make different mistakes then them and that it is 2018 not 1976 and that i am growing up and they need to treat me like i am 14 not 6

no one cares ok thats fine no one cared before besides two people i am going insane the bruises arent going away

music is my only escape

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