Let me begin with my problems. uwu

I need my old friends back. The ones who care, those 4 people who I can trust with a secret not some friends that aren't real I want those 4 people back to me But I know I'm never getting those 4 people back. Honestly I wanna go to Mexico xd I feel lonely, like everyone just hates me I feel like the odd- one out in my school. I wish someone would get me My sister abuses me Physically and mentally. I want my sister to care about me My dad always goes to sea and I'm scared that he'll never come back I once went downstairs (when I was 6, 3 years ago -_-) to say goodnight to my parents, I saw that they were watching a movie about a submarine and people inside it died, I guess I came at the worse moment cause at that moment the peoples submarine started to sink. Your probably like "Lol what does this have to do with your dad?" and the thing is. After that my dad signed up to the navy. So now I don't like him going on a submarine ;-; ScReAm