its not safe
12 comments
TheTaco[OP]
10.01.2019 13:20
LinkI don't feel safe at home
I don't feel safe at school
I don't feel safe anywhere
ForNarnia
10.01.2019 13:21
Linkexept you mind
Im sorry, I hope that whatevers happening will stop soon and I hope you'll feel better sooner or later.
cliche, I know, but still.
Thanks
It is just
It's not my parents. My parents are looking after me, they are kind and supportive. It's just my sister.
My younger sister likes to go out of her way to call me, my work, and my body ugly. She makes me feel ugly and worthless. I explained my dreams and stuff to her and tried to explain F.A to her and she was like:
'I don't believe you'
'Why do people even follow you? Your art is trash'
'Nobody actually loves you'
'AHAHAH you think you can become an artist or an animator? Get a real job'
'Ew. You're gay?'
It feels like I'm being abused in my own home by my sister. She hits me, but I can't hit her back. If I do, she screams and cries. And I do love her in spite of everything.
I don't think she means any harm.
I can't tell anyone in real life because nobody believes me. Its just 'Oh shes your sister she loves you get over it' Because normally, its the other way around. The older kid trying to kill the younger one.
I don't trust the people at school. I don't trust anyone now.
did you ever try to tell your teacher that?
you know, that may could help actually, but since its hard to believe someone that says "my little sister abuses me help" then you should try ignoring her, whenever she tries to hurt you physically or emotionally, then you should tell her to stop or straight up ignore her, if it doesn't work and she keeps trying to get your attention, then tell her to stop, tell her to get away, or other stuff like that.
Gosh this reminds me of my little brother, I hated being home because of him, he made my life miserable as well as the lives of my other brothers and parents and anyone I told about it brushed it off.
Maybe she is acting that way because she is going through some sort of problems though? Or maybe its because of her friends? Whatever happens remember that you definitely aren't worthless and your art is amazing. You are really nice from what I have seen so far and you have a lot to offer. And who even knows, maybe she secretly looks up to you, or says these things cause she feels the same way about herself.
Oh Bab I'm sorry. I wish I knew you IRL so I could help.♥️ I'm praying things get better for you soon. We are here for you.
im sorry but... i bite and fuss with my sister but no worries were just playing aroind and fighting its nothing seriose.. but hon,,,,, you need a therypist or somthing! tell people... dont be afraid...