So my best friend just asked me if he could vent in an audio recording and I said sure. He said that he has been in and out of foster homes since January 1st and he hasn't been happy since January 1st. He said he hasn't seen his siblings in months because of a situation that his dad had caused. Then he sent me a second one saying this. "recently I started using lust- horniness- as a way to escape. Like ****ing porn and just masturbating all day.just for that brief moment of 'wow, this feels good, I'm happy'. and I've been using this whole thing between me and you as an escape. And I don't mean anything against you, not at all, I haven't been doing this kind of thing with other people at first, really. So it's not really good for me to be honest. I don't like it. I hate it, really. And that's not your fault either, I'm basically saying that I think we should stop. It's not your fault. It's my stupid mind. This ****ing dumbass way of escaping everything for a brief moment, if really is a brief moment."