Sorry for the smap upload, last post I promise, I just needed to make this because I feel guilty about so much, like break out into anger at people I don't mean to, or even almost getting someone to end their own life.I don't expect people to forgive me because I can't forgive myself, I'm a really horrible person in general, I'm not making this for pity nor anyone saying how much of a "great person" I am, I just need to change, I really do. I'm not as great as I intend to be. People probaby won't see this anyway or think "Maybe I should check it out" because the crappy art. I guess my account is dying, back on topic, I'm genuiinly pissed at myself because my additude is disgusting when it comes to people. yeah like, I decided once to attack tobyrogers because I was in a shit mood, that wasn't a good thing to do, I just want this off my back even though I can't forgive myself, I'm not acting like a victim, I feel bad for the people I did not mean to hurt