I'm not looking forward to talking with my mother aboi my anxiety. But if I don't my mom will assume I'm just antisocial and/or skittish but honestly I feel like I'm held back in life because I can't actually do anything. I get nervous and shaky and I have no idea what kit's about even at my granparents. I can't sleep, eat, or drink anywhere but home. I can't even spend time with my father without feeling like that. Being at home is like this too sometimes. But there it is constant. My older brother told me I should ask my mom to take me to the doctor so I could get medicine for it but talking to my mom about it is something I'm having trouble doing because I'm nervous