Try telling a teacher what happened, maybe they can help solve the conflict

Well, look on the bright side,gay can mean happy,Your not ugly, and not fat. The people bullying you are just scared of themselves and try to be "Popular" By being rude to one of the not popular students (your very popular in my eyes :>). You have us,and trust me, I feel you, life is pain, but pain can be gain in your future, you can laugh as you remember you crying over it, soon it will become just a faded flower, blossoming in a beehive.Youre amazing no matter what Neon,you are amazing.-n

Yeah i dont know if that helped...-n

The thing is.. I have problems like that but somewhat worse I HATE it when people say something goddamn awful to me even if they are joking I have insecurities and social anxiety I always feel like I'm being watched and I feel like I'm not good enough in my school because I'm not athletic or black In my school, black people are more appreciated, so I try and fit in, I am not being racist, against blacks.. I want to BE black. I've cursed I've rapped I've tried but it gets me more scared. this... has been happening to me for years. But ever since I hit 6th grade... I fell like I am being judged everywhere I go. I can't ever do something without being looked at... for a second. 1 split second.. things like you guys, friends, drawing, music, and typing have made me feel c a l m. I know I'm not ugly I know I'm not fat But I f e e l like it. Sorry for taking your spotlight, neon. Just want you to know you're not the only one.

i'm sorry to hear

(Shine a liiiiiiiiiggghhhttt) My english teacher told me story that happened years ago. She had a student who was angry all the time. She was always in a bad mood, but people didn't know why until... people who sat behind her was giving signals, and my teacher watched as it passed on. When my teacher called them up to find out what was going on (it took some time to actually figure it out) and turns out..... the girl who was angry all the time had been bullied by the same people for 7 years. Since kindergarten.. the bullies got suspended, tho

Try to seek help, okay?

Did you tell your parents yet?