Do you wanna know what I see now? I see a guy who gets all that stuff. He gets it even if he doesn’t know he does. And this guy I see, behind all his insecurities and his flaws? He’s a human. A human who cries, a human who ****s up, a human who gets mad and gets sad, a human who makes mistakes. So please make mistakes. Please. I’m begging you. If you don’t you’d be perfect, and what then? You’d be boring, you’d be a block of cement. I love you. And if there’s one thing I’ve learned -- it’s that love is so goddamn ****ing contradictory. It makes me so mad. Like, love is eternal, but also not? And love is earned, but also not? And love can be unconditional, but also not. Love is everything and then nothing, it takes up no space yet my heart feels so full that I worry it’ll burst. And when people say heart, they literally mean your heart! Like, its a feeling in your chest, tugging and pulling and grabbing at everything until there’s nothing left-- but there’s always more!