Like I said...: :( So, the truth is, I like presents, but I'm always afraid that I won't get good presents. For some reason, I sometimes even... well... forget about my family.... I always want gifts, but know that I'm thinking about it, I don't think that I deserve any presents. I think that I deserve to die tomorrow on Christmas Day. My family, is the GREATEST present I could have, but I think that I'm not grateful for having them.... I guess I am a stupid ass hole.