i need a small break from fa because i dont really wanna force myself to post shit here like the only place ill probably be active on will be da but even so i dont think ill have motivation to post there frequently im sad and i need a psychologist especially because im anxious about the future and i cant sleep even with my stuffed bunny clutched tight on my chest i feel shitty and unwanted and i just wanna stay locked inside my room because im more terrified of social interaction than ever im not gonna stay here and say im gonna kill myself or ask for pity because im already looking for the help i need in the meantime, im not gonna be active. cya -A.A