So, I have a boyfriend. He will remain unnamed. He has been cheating on me with two girls, and I have just found out about the second time..he threatens to kill and harm himself if he leaves, and I can’t stand to lose him. I love him, so much..we’ve been dating for a year!. Well, he thinks we’ve been. I only told him we were dating when I thought we were and that was after a break up with my girlfriend (we both weren’t ready for a long distance relation ship, only around two weeks ago) He will break me, until all I can feel is the need to do anything to keep him happy. I am hurt, I am broken, I am not fine.. I’m trying, I’m really trying. On discord I put on a happy face, I don’t want anyone to feel bad.. I get scared to talk about how I feel.. I feel trapped, I don’t know what to do..