Honestly, life isn't fair. Sometimes these things happen to everyone for a certain reason. I went through a tough time two years ago because I felt like I was being neglected by my friends. A few months passed, and I feel like.. May not everyone may seem to think about you at most as if you were on the type priority. Half of the time I think it's just the lack of every person not noticing. Whenever things happen like this, I usually try to get some other friends, or open a little. I get really shy venting to my family because I don't want them to think of me less. But that's usually not the case to all. Venting actually helps, or find something to entertain yourself. But finding something you like to do is great. Over time I'm sure you'll find something! Sorry my advice isn't that great, but I hoped it helped at least.