im just feeling really emotional and guilty for not having been on flipanim much yall probably don't know it but flipanim has meant so much to me these past two-ish years now and it's given me so many friends. i hope that everyone reading this knows they are loved and wanted in the world and that im always here for you even if i seem closed off or unapproachable. i have a lot of troubles with making friends and communicating effectively, but i don't want to put out an aura of coldness or dislike for social stuff. i love people and humans and it hurts a lot to know that most people disregard me. ive had problems with being forgotten or tossed away by society but now i feel like i do have a reputation, one that isn't very good or friendly. i just want everyone to know the amount of love and passion i have for life and community. anyways goodnight . <3