was abuse ever the right answer? Why the **** do you have to do this to me what teh **** did I do expect live, how do you expect me to keep you happy when you ****ing abuse me until I want to slit my throat open, Atleast give me the will to ****ing live before you want me to make you happy, this is why you'll never be happy, how do you expect yourself to be happy when you are a total wreck that makes others have to go through your pain that you ****ing take out on others, you want me to have a better life? Then ****ing help me achieve that instead of being the abusive **** you are

And don't get me started on how you think my school life is perfect ly fine, I don't feel happy at school when I have to deal with constant bullying and racism every single ****ing day, I'm not okay ad you hurting me mentally and physically is not helping me not want to kill and hurt myself for every minor thing that happens to me

tand this ****ing ***** who acts like he hasn't given me trauma at all what the **** do you mean? YOU ALMOST ****ING KILLEE ME WITH A HAMMER YOU ****ING DRUG ADDICT, you were never a good person and the fact I have to live with you still disgusts me, I hope you ****ing die, you don't deserve to live, I don't even know how I ever looked up to your ****ing drug addicted ass

I'm surprised that your wife hasn't divorced you after all she's out youthroughbut at the same time your wife is a abusive ****, I ****ing hate you I hope you die you ****inh little cunt I hope you shoot yourself I hope you ****ing get run over by 3 semi trucks with your organs splattered on the floor of the road