i, really, really, love my boyfriend. but everyday, i feel like his love is hurting me and making my depression worse each day. i was never like this before i started dating him. i feel into a state of cutting and thoughts of hating myself, and now i'm very suicidal. i love him so much. but i can't break up with him, or he said he'd commit suicide. but. if i break up with him, would it help me?