Request #2 Cocoadoggo45
Kha'Zix :P
gold cat
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Valafar meets Strangecat.
A Dangerous Flower
V e n t
by:
SquipIsKOOL234 
155
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26.05.2020
16 comments
SquipIsKOOL234[OP]
26.05.2020 11:58
LinkI know it's a bit early but I just wanted to let it out.
SquipIsKOOL234[OP]
26.05.2020 11:58
LinkI realize I've never told anyone about my past and to say it out loud so I can be at peace for once. So this happened when I was 10-12 years old, it sort of stopped when I was 13. I was s*xually abused by my step father. It didn't only happen one time but it happened multiple times. This would always happen when no one was around and when someone was around he would always make jokes that I know have a double meaning towards it. As this happened for 4 years it made me be really paranoid then I already was. I can't be in the same room with another man, any time someone touches me like on the shoulder I would smack their hand away and yell "Don't touch me." I couldn't tell my mom and when I told someone else aka my guidance consular, everything went downhill from there and everyone mostly my aunt would say rude, mean things and belittled me so many times saying that I'm "Sick in the head" as she put it. Everyone made me lie about him touching me, I had to say it to my lawyer and everyone else from court and I
SquipIsKOOL234[OP]
26.05.2020 11:58
Linkand I said it so many times that to the point I believed it myself. After the whole case my mother divorced his ass thank gods and we went to live somewhere else. During that time, I could tell she didn't believe me either but she always said that she did when it was very obvious that she didn't. I feel better that I'm away from that man, but I also feel bad for having him still roam around free and not in jail. Just for people to know I did say "no" multiple times to him but he obviously didn't listen and did everything by force. Thank gods I still have my virginity but still it haunts me till this day.
SquipIsKOOL234[OP]
26.05.2020 11:59
LinkFor those reading this, thanks for taking the time for reading my whole vent and understanding. I'm sure you have better things to do instead of listening to a stranger on the internet vent. As I said before I haven't told anyone about this and I'm just posting it on here so I can feel at peace with myself and not have this burden pushing me down. Again thanks for reading.
I'm so sorry that happened to you.
I'm also sorry you had to experience such things.
I understand how you feel
Something similar happened between me and my cousin.
I was forced not to tell anyone and being a shy kid,with social anxiety.
I couldn't tell anyone.
I'm glad you were at least able to tell people and i know they didn't believe you but they should.
They should've taken the time to notice that you were probably trying to get help non-stop.
Smh i believe you and i'm glad you let it all out
I just started to tear up with reading what you said. Thank you. As well as to you, I'm sorry that you had to through something similar to what I did.
It honestly feels great just having a person know and who will believe me.
Don't thank me <3
It was honestly brave of you to try speak out and seek help,i'm happy you did ^^.
I'm always here if you need to talk or if you need any help with anything. No matter what it is. Even if you just feel lonely and want to talk to someone.
Thank you,i hope neither of us have to go through anything like that again
I'm really happy right now and that's great to know I can go to you for comfort, the same to you.