i wake up and i creep down the hall to your feet; where i lay like a dog for you in silk down to my knees. wet with spit, red with need. three fingers in, you go deep. reach inside me. please hide me somewhere they will never find me. i will always come to you when i'm weak and empty. with my wedding night blues, when i need you to fill me like you do. i wake up and i creep down the hall to your feet. love he gives that i don't need- grind it to dust with my teeth. rose and neptune, in the blue moon. all the darkness goes into you when we're lost in the holy bedroom. when i feel you inside but i still need you.