Ngl it took me way too long to realize that they were the problem to why I can be so miserable at times When I finally had room to myself, just pure silence yknow, I realized how peaceful I was just on my own. I wish I could have my own house and stuff but I can't because I'm only like idk 14 and I can't get my life together yet but I wish I could I am not a bitter, sad or angry person. It's my parents fault that I get like that, because I literally cannot catch a break from their own bitter, angry, and sad behaviors

I'm not the problem, and I never was the problem in the first place. Neither of them can be the bigger person and I realize that, so that results in me, a child, having to be the bigger person. Which isn't right btw! Whenever I try to give my dad or my mom actual advice to help them/prevent them from arguing they always shut me down and pretend like I'm just making it worse when I'm not. They're both immature children, I am the adult in this situation and that makes me upset. But now that I've finally realized that it means that I can grow as a person and I can find my own ways to be happy, I realize I do not need my parents in my life whatsoever and once i finally get the option to leave them i will. I used to always pick my dad's side and would try defending him (he usually did nothing wrong) but I realize that this whole arguing bs could've been sorted long ago and they just choose to be toxic towards eachother, they just choose to drag me down with them and I find that unacceptable lol

Don't have children with someone you aren't in a stable relationship with, because all your doing is dragging that child with you. Ur basically ruining that kids life before it even starts. Off-topic but I have a habit of just ranting or vague posting on flipanim, I don't even draw on here anymore (i draw offsite 24/7 ever since 2020/2021 and ive improved like a ton which im proud about) I don't really know why I do this but it's just anxiety relieving tbh, sure I could just use my notes app instead but that doesn't feel the same as telling strangers on a green twitter site how I currently feel

I use flipanim how I would use my discord status instead this time without a limit to how much I can type lol Might genuinely draw some art on here when new years comes I duno,

Idk bro I just be vibing fr fr 🥶🥶🥶🔥🔥