The Ocean
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I was bored (and hungry XD)
The Spooky Stories Campfire!
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Beautiful Silence
i change the key from c to d y
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HolyHeccThatsGud 
1857
1857
06.04.2024
15 comments
HolyHeccThatsGud[OP]
06.04.2024 22:00
Linki wanna start drawing again. i probably wont do it on here but yknow twitter or something. i might give yall the twitter i actually use since ive been using it for non eating disorder purposes lately. ive started doing things other than having an ed, im not in recovery, im just trying to be better mentally. by that i mean ive been obsessing over other things than calories and by that i mean charlie kelly.
HolyHeccThatsGud[OP]
06.04.2024 22:03
Linkalso the adderall thing was not that serious im just a drama queen. ive made like 20 pills last me over 2 months its not even an addiction ive used maybe 5 and that was just to help me get thru some scholarships and stuff.
speaking of college i applied for housing and ive got a roommate and everything is looking cool on that front. idk if i mentioned this last time but im gonna be an environmental science major. we'll see if i end up poor and destitute or not.
HolyHeccThatsGud[OP]
06.04.2024 22:05
Linkim also turning 18 in like a month, may 10th. thats also the anniversary of the for tomorrow (blur) music video coming out, which is much more important than my birthday, but thats a thing.
im not going to prom and im instead just going to my friends' afterprom party and im going to get drunk. i dont think id enjoy prom and i also think that just the idea of trying on dresses would make my ed get 10x worse and id likely not eat for the entire 2 weeks before prom and i just dont wanna put myself thru that if im being real.
HolyHeccThatsGud[OP]
06.04.2024 22:09
Linkthe eclipse is going right thru my state so thats cool, gonna get a good view for my retinas to be burned off. we got the day off of school tho so thats neat.
speaking of school i'm basically failing pre-calc. i didnt think senioritis would get to me but i was so wrong. i hate this shit i dont even feel like i should be here. ive got like 33 days left and they all feel like a waste. i wish i could just graduate early. i genuinely dont gaf about anything about highschool. i didnt fill out anything for the yearbook (not even a senior quote) bc i genuinely just wanna leave and never look back.
HolyHeccThatsGud[OP]
06.04.2024 22:12
Linki should rlly get a diary but none of yall r reading this anyways so that was my check-in.
HolyHeccThatsGud[OP]
06.04.2024 22:24
Linki do kind of miss it here tho. 2020 on here was peak. not really but i was 13
HolyHeccThatsGud[OP]
06.04.2024 22:30
Linkanyways my twitter is @realgoatirl
warning: it used to be used soley for ed purposes but now im being vaguely normal on there, BUT most of the people who follow me r disordered, and i do sometimes still talk about that stuff.
but if u follow me on there tell me who u r cause i wanna know,,
that's crazy, the fact ive watched you grow up on FLIPANIM of all places... glad to know you're still hangin in there. take it easy, stay strong. Proud of you
this actually made me tear up a little, ty :,). I hope you're doing well too