last time i tried to get this off my chest nobody listened. nobody took notice. nobody cared. i hope this time someone will be there.

i'm suicidal. there it is, there's the big news. i've always been scared of telling anybody about this. my mother doesn't know, nobody. but here we are. and don't worry, i've tried suicide hotlines. they don't work. there's lines/ i never get privacy, so i can't ever go on to an anonymous suicide therapy chat without my parents barging in.