How'd you sleep?

Not very much.

how are you feeling.

Why?

Sorry.

He used to always wake up before us and sit on the couch just to watch that one parade on thanksgiving.

And during Christmas time, he always sneak downstairs and looked for his presents even though we tell him not to touch them.

He was always happy. Especially when it came to Christmas.

im sorry

I dont want to talk about it Mel.

Sorry. It's just kind of hard for me to think about him being gone because of what happened last night.

He was laying on the floor last night with his hands around his neck and you can tell her was squeezing really hard choking himself. I just saw him like that so I went over and i tried to take his hands off his neck and he wouldn't let go or resist.

His face was blue and he was struggling. He looked into my eyes and he was crying Mel. I've never seen him cry so much.

I really tried Mel.

Im so shaken for what I've seen.

No, I'm sorry I couldnt stop him.

Im sorry.

Mel?

Whats wrong?

i forgot to correct it to he not her, sorry.

Im sorry that you lost him.

He loves you.

Get some rest Mel. He'll let you know he's there.

Mel you there?