JUST KEEP SPINNING
_I give up_
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Explaining + addressing stuff
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Trin249[OP]
24.02.2023 02:43
Linkim posting on this one because this, unfortunately, was the one i drew n*zi paraphernalia on. this was the biggest mistake i made not only because glorifying them or even drawing the symbol itself is not okay and anti-Semitic, and for this im deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart. its a dangerous and disgusting ideology no preteen should ever draw. i was also a generally bad person, would pick fights with anyone who would comment or drag people into needless drama. none of my behavior is excusable and i want to take responsibility for those actions properly. im 19 now, im an adult, before i can go on i had to apologize to the people i hurt and made uncomfortable. you did not deserve any of it, im sincerely sorry.
Trin249[OP]
24.02.2023 02:45
Linki recognize this was years ago, but even then itβs been haunting me and the back of my mind since then. time may go on but that doesnt make my actions okay.
Trin249[OP]
24.02.2023 02:49
Linki hope going forward im not defined by who i used to be, the mistakes i made, but seen as a person who grew and learned.
for people who do know, i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2016. 2019 i was diagnosed with c-ptsd, bpd, and depression. there were outside things going on in my life i dont feel comfortable jumping into, but i will say i currently live with a verbally+mentally abusive family. hopefully i will be able to move out this year and start a new life where i can get the help i need and finally start to heal in a better environment. Thank you to those who stuck with me, your resilience is appreciated
NahIdc
24.02.2023 02:55
Linkthis is my new account
NahIdc
24.02.2023 03:04
Linkgoing back on that account makes me want to throw up, but ill be deleting all the bad things i said/drew slowly and surely. i really wish there was a "delete account" button
For starters I'd like to say it's a HUGE thing to come back and apologize on stuff that happened years ago unprompted. I feel like it shows your maturity in wanting to make things right.
I'm super proud of you, and I'm happy that you're able to look back at your past, admit it might not have been the best, and make a true effort to move on and be a better person.
I remember our rocky past lol. I do remember it all, and at times I laugh about how young we were then. I remember that our past doesn't define us, It is what we make with that past that does.
I had been wanting to reach out for years, but I was always so nervous because of how long it's been since we've last talked!
I'm happy I get to talk to my friend again
Continue to grow like you already are, Keep doin yo thing π
