"Oh but EdgyN-me™ who r u?!" I mean You should know, by my terrible reign on here, yes What I did was horrible I can't apologize enough, and I don't expect you to accept my apologies if you either think its bull, want to stay clear of me, or overall know some people cannot change

I do not wish for you to be near me, it I hurt you that bad Ignoring my existence is the best you can do online, yes, it may be hard I know But letting me take up every space in your brain is not good, mentally, physically, or emotionally. Talk about it to a professional, let them hear, let them help, explain it, don't hide names, tell if it gets worse

I don't expect you to not good me accountable for what I've done, to you, to others. This isn't the first time I apologized, and it won't be the last until I fix the holes, and mend the wounds I've made

But if we stayed clear of each other DEATH TREATS, PAIN THREATS, AND OTHERS ARE NOT GOOD OF ANY KIND! "Oh but EdgyN-me™, you used to do that" USED. USED TO. KEY WORD USED TO. NAME THE IN THE LAST TWO MONTHS I DEATH THREAT SOMEONE YES, IT'S ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE, AND I KNOW I DID IT. I KNOW I USED TO. I wanted others to feel as hurt as I was, blame others ffor everything. But doing to me what I used to do to you makes you as shit as me.

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Everything I'm talking about is one to two months old, and twisted stories on both sides aren't helping. I hope, I pray, this drops soon. I won't ducking forgive myself for the suit I've done, but dwelling on the last does nothing good. I'm just gonna push forward, but you don't necessarily have to do the same, I just wish you would.

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You wanna know what's funny, what started you hating !e again I said "this site was quieter without you, welcome back" and you misinterpreted it, and now here we are You bring up my past, I'm not brining up yours. I let you be, you witch hunt me. Stalk me, everything I do. We were capable of a normal conversation awhile ago, but your mindset of making me out to be the worst person who ever existed took over. Did I used to harass you? Yes, and I apologized many times, what i did was wrong, terrible, and I wasn't in the right state of mind. I want you to step back and see how you turned this mole hill into a mountain. I get you were trying to find a reason to hate me, yeah, but it would've helped if I said something ABSOLUTELY horrible and unforgiving, RECENTLY. All I literally said was "this site was quieter without you, welcome back." Being quieter without you, meant it was boring. You were fun to talk to, etc. You say we attacked you when you tried to mend things with calvin, but your way of mending t

things was to torment him on how he would never change, how you said something and blacked it out saying you know he'd use it against you. That's not mending things, to this DAY you haven't fixed anything with him. You haven't fixed anything with anyone, except Staar, but then you kicked her to the curb because of some silly fanart for me. I was helping her mentally, letting her vent to me, so it was a small way to repay- And you freaked /out/. I can't help the fact you hate my guts, everyone screenshots your threats about me so I can tell a professional who can do something Again Dude, I understand what I did was/and still is/unforgivable I don't want your pitty, I just want you to stop You SAID we should go out separate ways, but no, you still happen to stalk me And the fact you found this post probably meant you purposefully typed in my name, or had it bookmarked Please, take a break from me I'm not worth taking up time in your head, that time could be used for river, pathetic - owl, little - fi

fish, etc I get you wanna do to me what I did to you, that's understandable, but please know I'm now at your mental state, I just don't make it public- you don't have to believe me, but I'm close to just doing something irrational. You win, I surrender, I give up, ruin my name, stomp on my corpse, I can't take any of this anymore, I fear you, I'm paranoid, cafe, you win. I give up, I'm only here to draw I don't want any trouble I didn't harass you when I found your new account, what gives you the right to do this to me? Is it the spaceguts drama? The whole calvin thing? Something I'm not pin pointing? Tell me what actually started this, I'll explain what I did. How I messed up, and how I will stay clear of it again. I'll give you the most authentic apology and maybe then, just maybe, this can die down. It's not good for any of us, it's not good for our friends involved, and it's not good for bystanders. If you actually read all this, thank you

I'll even apologize to owl, I know I used to scare them in the past, I did with everyone

piss haha funny errrg heehoo I'm quirky

YES finally I can make my joke *wriggles around aggressively and eats dead carcasses* make me one of the maggots left in a corpse Salad murdered

I mean I wrote three paragraphs of apologies And yet uhm A lighthearted joke is the one you respond to I didn't joke in the apologies

Once again I'm not looking for forgiveness I'm looking to be left alone

I know, I'm used to it by now

Ty man, I just wanna build bridges not burn them,,